Prayer Request: frightened by God's wrath over idolatry and brokenhearted over God's broken heart

My ex-husband flat out loves me, pines for me, is sick without me. We are in our early sixties. I love him, too, maybe not as much because I get lost in being his servant, he wants that to be ALL of my life. 3 yrs ago God gave me mult scriptures re: removing me 'from the idolator' because I came w/in a hair's breath of losing my faith as Wes is an excellent teacher, is hypnotic and charismatic, and practices Vedanta, he is a 'wizard' in that tradition. He yelled at me "I will NEVER accept Jesus as my Lord!!!" Jesus said to me "are you hearing him?" Wes is very high up in the Transcendental Meditation movement...he is what they call a Siddha...he actually levitates when he meditates...yes, it's true, they can and do...sometimes daily. He "outchristians the Christians" in his love and kindness but worships Shiva...Recently a family emergency brought us together and I am 'dating' him but no hanky panky, just clean times. We are divorced. He is the only support that I have right now in a horrendous situation where my only child faces 20 years to life and I am alone in a new place. I have a year on this lease and told Wes that I will take that time to seek God's will for us. He is closer, will pray to Jesus, will get marvelous answers, but will NOT acknowledge Him as Lord. I am getting the scriptures again where God's heart is broken opver Israel's idolatry...and where He "removes their wives from them" and "the helper of the idolator will be judged with the idolator." I want to go back to my husband but the scriptures...I can feel God's broken heart and it breaks my heart. I am so afraid of falling, I love God more than anything and have given up everything, home, husband, everything because of what it all almost cost me.

Please please God turn Wes' stubborn heart of stone to a heart of flesh that accepts You and acknowledges You so we can get rid of all the Hindu idols, purge our home, and get delivered of this horrible bondage so I can go home. I can't live in it, it enslaves me and overwhelmes me...Wes worships it and will choose it over everything, including me. The scriptures warn me and frighten me enough to stand firm...if this cannot happen then help me to learn God's true will for me and to travel my new road in His perfect peace. I am the nurse at The Dream Center in Phoenix, my name is Janet, and I am so sad. Please help.

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